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[27 Jul 2007|11:33pm] |
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So basically, I hate the world.
Well kind of sort of in a way. I worked the other night. It was pretty pointless. All these stoners from this shit hotel by us come over after they're done dealing their drugs and they have the munchies. Then the whole fucking places smells like weed and I about die. It's disgusting. I get a huge ass headache and hide behind Tristan. Speaking of Tristan, we picked out our Penguin games the other day. Hah we probably won't even get the ones we want. It was good though, we actually agreed on games which I thought wouldn't happen.
Speaking of Penguins, your boy got arrested. Disorderly conduct and underage drinking. They were at Eric's bachelor party. How depressing, right? Eric Staal getting married. It basically breaks my heart. See, he's 22 too just like Fleury. Which means I really need to get on Sidney fast because it seems like all these younger guys are getting married sooner. Regardless of whether Colby's 24 and Maxime is like 25, still it basically means I need to move quickly and close in and seal the deal.
Though I know you all know this and I know this too, it's weird for a stalker to end up with the guy right? I mean though, I figure if I don't get on his shit till I'm 19 and in college, I figure by then it'll be like 'oh wow, I used to have the biggest crush on you when I was younger'. So I'm figuring the obsession will eventually fizzle out and it will actually be kind of legit when I get him, because mark my words, I will get him. Especially because tomorrow I'm going to Pittsburgh because I'm going to Kennywood and I'm hoping the Penguins will be there for team bonding. Fat chance, right? I know I just like to kid myself basically. Get my hopes up for nothing.
Today was really boring. I did nothing but lay around and sleep and watch movies and that 70s show and eat. I watched Eurotrip today! That was a good time. I saw Little Miss Sunshine, and basically it's my favorite thing ever. Dwayne totally reminds me of Dylan. I think I wrote this in my last entry though. Fuck. Well, I'm going to go upstairs and watch some other movies. It's like almost midnight but I'm so bored. I can't even post with Sarah or reply to your shit. I think my muse disappeared. Probably went to Indonesia with you, asshole. BTW you signed on on your mom's work computer, and I IMed your mom. She told me you guys had an earthquake but didn't feel it. I apologized for bothering her haha.
Basically, you need to get on soon and send me an email so I know you're still alive. It's almost been three days, but whatever I guessed I wouldn't get an email from you until Saturday anyway, so we'll see. If I don't have one from you tomorrow when I get home from happy fun land, I'm going to be really upset. Not to mention I'm already pissed off enough because Jess said she's not coming to the beach with me because she got in trouble with her mom. I really think she just didn't want to come, which pisses me off she didn't tell me sooner so then I could have asked like Vic or someone else. Stupid.
So at soccer today, after the telling off of the team, basically none of them showed up today, which was really funny and my coach found it hilarious because the girls that didn't come were the ones I called out who said we're going too slow when we run. Which today we ran a lot faster and my one coach was like, this was probably the best work out you guys have had all summer long, which was true. Then he made us do a fucking shitload of sprints and I hurt my quad. And then we played a scrimmage game and out of the ten goals my team had, Laura and I had 8 of them together. I had 6 assists and 2 goals, and obviously she had the opposite. We call ourselves the Crosby/Malkin connection. Though then I told her I want to be Whitney or Eaton because they're defensemen. Mainly Whitney. Cause Gonchar just pisses me off.
Well, I suppose it's time for another movie fest. I dunno what I want to watch. I started Cheaper by the Dozen today but then I turned it off to finish Jackass 2 then I just settled on Eurotrip. Blah this is so beat. Maybe I'll actually read Sloppy Firsts. I dunno. How many more days until I actually talk to you again? Let me get out the calendar and count.....Mmm about 15. Wow that's crazy. It's okay though since Jess isn't coming to the beach anymore, I'll get on my mom's laptop and just talk to you there. And I can post too because then JEss won't be reading over my shoulder all WHAT ARE YOU DOING? So there's an upside to her not coming to the beach. Also then I can work out by myself in the mornings. And lift with Jimmy. However, picking up guys will be pointless without a comrade. Since my friend Jackie isn't going down and neither is my friend Ashton. Wow beach is gonna suck.
Hope you aren't dying in another earthquake.
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[26 Jul 2007|05:48pm] |
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Dear Francesca,
I've decided that I'm writing to you since I won't talk to you for like two fucking weeks. It's kind of like Molleigh's journal and writing to Hot Donna, except it's not Donna, it's you. Basically the only reason I'm doing this though is because I uploaded the Sidney Crosby Mood Theme and I wanted to see how it looked and stuff, and then of course use them because they're freaking awesome. Thanks for finding them for me. :]
No one knows I have this journal, so I'm going to vent. Fucking today at soccer, Mr. Smith had to move equipment into the new school so seniors, seniors that don't play, might I add, decided to try and run the conditioning the way Mr. Smith does, right after he told us to wait a couple minutes because one of the other coaches would be out to work with us. Well fuckin' I wouldn't have that shit and neither would a bunch of other girls and this girl Jeana, who's a senior and just came out for soccer LAST YEAR was like 'come on guys, let's get started because Mr. Smith gets mad at cheerleading when we don't.' And a bunch of us were like no, let's wait for him and she got all bitchy and I basically laid into her. And then at the end of practice, I bitched out the majority of the team because they are always lazy asses when we're running and bitch at Laura and I for running ahead of the group and stuff and I was like 'listen, I have respect for you as a senior and everything but I have more respect for people who want to get better and some of us just wanted to wait for Mr. Smith because he knows what he's doing and this camp is designed to make us better. And you're basically a hypocrite saying you want us to be good when just two days ago you yelled at Laura and I for jogging 50 yards to our coach? It was 50 yards. And you all are always like 'oh let's walk', well if you want us to get better, we're not going to get better by walking when all we do is run for all of 20 minutes.' Basically, I threw down. You know.
Oh and at work Susie is cutting back everyone's hours because minimum wage went up. And her prices are so damn expensive, we aren't nearly as busy as we were last summer. Last summer we had like six people working a night, we've been working all of three people this week. It's ridiculous. Pam and Tristan said yesterday when I went in to give Tristan the Penguins schedule, that Susie said something like 'I'm thinking of just boycotting paychecks.' And Pam like fucking threw down on her. She's just so ridiculous. I hate her. I really freaking wish PacSun would call but I doubt I'll get the job because it's only seasonal and I told him I play soccer during the fall, so he probably doesn't want to work around my schedule. And we know how crazy it gets during soccer season. Gahh, why am I stuck at Dairy Queen? I hate it. HATEE IT.
But yeah so with pointless Mr. Smith camp today, basically it wasn't even a workout so I came home and lifted. Because Mr. Smith doesn't even let us lift anymore which is so fucking annoying. We lifted all the time last summer and now its basically his anal rape and then bleachers. I bet you any money the Penguins would even think Mr. Smith's camp is hard. I had a dream the other night that our new weight trainer, who might I add is really fucking hot, said 'this camp shows more about yourselves than him.' I don't really know what that means. Dedication maybe? It was weird, but I saw him at the mall last night and I was like wow you're beautiful. Speaking of the mall, I walked into the bookstore with Jess and my cell phone started ringing and I was like SHIT digging in my purse and turned around and Tristan was standing there. Haha he was the one who was calling me. Then we got kicked out of the mall because it was closing. Then Jess and I drove to DQ and went into the drivethru and ordered six chicken strip baskets but Derrick knew it was us so it sucked.
I was supposed to work 5 or 6 to close today but it's already six o'clock right now. Derrick called me and told me that 5 and 6 were scratched out and a 7 was written there. I don't know if I'm going to get called off or not. See what I mean by cutting back the hours? I bet I'll have to go in tonight though. It's full grill so of course, me being the grill master has to roll in to make sure those grill pieces are nice and grease chunk free. God it's disgusting.
I wonder if you're on your boat now. Isn't Indonesia ahead of us? Yeah you're like over by China so it's probably like 3 AM for you right now. Ew that's really weird to think about. I better get an email by midnight my time from you or I'm going to be pissed and think you feel off the face of the earth like Columbus. Haha Oh btw I rented Little Miss Sunshine yesterday and it's fucking hilarious. 'FUCK A LOT OF GIRLS! NOT JUST ONE! FUCK A LOT OF THEM!' Baha awhh Dwayne was so cute. And Olive. Frank was funny too. I really liked it even though it kind of had no point. And then I rented Jackass 2 and almost threw up last night when fucking Dave England decided to eat dry horse shit. That was gross.
Well, Derrick said I have to call in in fifteen minutes to see what's up. I know he's going to bring me in. He's an idiot and likes making my life hell so I don't even know why I bother getting my hopes up in thinking I won't have to go in tonight. I don't think Susie wants me to make money before I go to the beach. Luckily though, I already have 500 dollars in my Penguin fund for my tickets so I have more than enough, I believe. But Tristan doesn't want to sit where I want to sit. He wants to sit closer so I'm sure our tickets are going to be even more money. However, the good thing is we agreed on a lot of the games we want to see so it's all good. Though the majority of them are the promotional free stuff games so I doubt they'll even let us get those. And I'll probably have to buy the season opener separate because I doubt they'll let me get that in my package too. Damn it.
Alright well I hope you didn't get bombed in Singapore or dying in a tsunami. Peace ho!
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| I have no regrets. |
[14 Jun 2006|12:30pm] |
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Blah, I'm quite bored. The past two days were entertaining, actually. No sarcasm there. I do not wish to elaborate though, for I just talked to Jei-Laya for about 8 hours on the phone about a lot of shit. So now that it's out, I really don't feel the need to bitch about shit here. Hah.
I want to take another one of those stupid surveys. They keep me entertained. I was reading quotes for a little bit but that turned out to be a waste. My friend (I don't mention names in this) and I had a good chat this morning. We decided we're running away to Ohio State. Hah, who doesn't love Ohio State? Psh- no one.
This weekend I have a soccer tournament. I'm pretty excited but I have a feeling I'll be massively sore; as I am now. I can hardly walk. I'm such a pussy, I know. Oh well, I'm I girl; what's your excuse? Anyway, USA is playing ITALIA on Saturday and if I miss it, I'll fall into a state of depression. Damn it. But I haven't played tourney in forever because last year I tore my groin. DAMMMMNNN IT!
Regardless, I get a cell phone soon. Oh ya, big deal right? YEAH! I've been deprived for much too long. Though it sucks because I'm paying for it myself and what not. =/ Whatever, it'll be worth it. (Knock on Wood). Ah, I'm going to find a survey now.
<3al
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| When I say "shotgun" you say.. |
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:x: name = Alexandria
:x: height = 5'3
:x: shoe size = likee...9 or 10?
:x: hair color = auburn
:x: length = shoulder length
:x: siblings = nick and matt
LaSt..
:x: movie you rented = Wedding Crashers
:x: movie you bought = Cheaper by the Dozen 2
:x: song you listened to = The Patron Saint of Liars and Fakes - FOB
:x: song that was stuck in your head = something by Panic!
:x: cd you bought = Taking Back Sunday's new cd
:x: cd you listened to = my new one i just burnt that prob. wont work right.
:x: tv show you've watched = uhm...That 70s Show.
:x: person you were thinking of = i don't know
Do..
:x: you think about suicide = haha when i want something and it's my form of persuasion.
:x: others find you attractive = nah
:x: you want more piercings = i got my 2nd hole but i let it close up because indoor soccer was constant.
:x: you drink = nah
:x: you do drugs = pshhhhhhhhh yeah...no ass
:x: you smoke = would I be playing soccer if i did?
fAvOrItE..
:x: food = uhm...buffalo chicken salad
:x: ice cream = DIRT SUNDAES
:x: fruit = peaches and grapes
:x: song = Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol, Goodbyes - Jamisonparker, Divine Intervention - Taking Back Sunday
:x: thing to do = sing
:x: thing to talk about = books or common interests
:x: sports = LACROSSE<3 fuck soccer.
:x: drink = strawberry daquiries
:x: clothes = sweatpants and tee shirts<3 I lovveee being a bum
:x: movies = anything funny
:x: ever cried over a guy/girl = yeahhh, im such a wuss
:x: ever lied to someone = yeahhhh..who hasnt? 'I love your skirt where'd you get it?' -- 'That's the ugliest effing skirt I've ever seen.'
:x: ever been arrested = nooo, but Chlo and I will be..
nUmbeR..
:x: of times I have been in love? = uhm like...once
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = uhm..really bad? once
:x: of hearts I have broken? = awhhhhh..a few
:x: of people I would classify as true friends, that I could trust with my life = maybe one or two
:x: of people I consider my enemies? = I would mention names but I would rather not give you the pleasure of knowing.
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = i want to say life's too short to regret but..fuck that..i regret a lot
FAvorIte..
:x: scent = peach and/or cucumber melonnnn
:x: word = cute or douche
:x: eye color = brown
:x: flower = Liliesssssss<333333
:x: piercing = ?? ears??
..raNdOm
:x: Spell your first name back wards : airdnaxela --- haha that looks like a disease
:x: The story behind your user name: redheaded -- because my hair bella -- what I tell them my name is in starbucks
:x: 4 words that sum you up: Son Daughter of a bitch :)
dEscRiBe.
:x: Wallet = dont have one
:x: Hairbrush = blue
:x: Toothbrush = green and white
:x: Jewelry worn daily = a ponytail on my wrist
:x: Pillow cover = purple, pink, and green
:x: Blanket = lime green
:x: Coffee cup = coffee is heinous
:x: Sunglasses = used to have aviators but my cousin Chad stole them
:x: Shoes = limegreen converse<3
:x: Handbag = ahhh my greeeen purse<33 Green rocks <33
:x: Favorite shirt = my one that says 'Green-Eyed Goddess' from Hollister
:x: CD in stereo right now = Taking Back Sunday or Jamisonparker
:x: What you are wearing now = nike mesh shorts and a richland music tee shirt
:x: Hair = high ponytail with a limegreen hair band to hold my bangs back
:x: Make up = hah, nothing.
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) :
:x: In my mouth = teeth..tongue?
:x: In my head = a brain and some other neuro stuff
:x: Wishing = that my legs didn't hurt
:x: After this = going to shower
:x: Talking to = 'and I'm talking to no one...'
:x: Person you wish you were with = haha good joke. tell it again
:x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = ...getting a cell phone and working?
:x: Something that you are deathly afraid of? = spiders
:x: Do you like the taste of blood = yeah I'm a vampire and I'm inlove with Edward Cullen. Duah.
:x: Do you believe in love = yeaaahhhhhhh
:x: Do you believe in soul mates = yeaaaaahhhhhh
:x: Do you believe in love at first sight = yeaaaaaahhhhhh -- I'm a sucker
:x: Do you believe in God: Yeah. Why do you think I go to church every Sunday? To worship my mom?
:x: What do you want done with your body when you die: it'd be kinda cool to be cremated(sp on that) and have my ashes thrown into the wind. Sure, that's a tad disrespectful but what are you going to do with me underground?
:x: If you could have any animal for a pet = hah, a cheetah
:x: Ever been to Belgium?: no but I can talk swedish -- Kay, Cay, Chlo!
:x: What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?: Paris, London, Alexandria(Egypt), Peru, Honalulu
WHY DO YOU:
:x: do surveys? because I'm a loser..duh..
>>Name: Alexandria, the Russian Princess
>>Best-known nickname: Popo
>>Month of birth: September
>>Where are you: downsturrrrsss -- okay never again, Al.
>>Favorite color: Greennn
>>Favorite animal: cheetahs<3
>>Favorite shape: uhhmmm, a parallelogram ;)
>>Favorite place: out of johnstown
>>Favorite people: I suppose I could list a few....but I'll resist temptation
>>Favorite friends: there's a good many
>>Favorite food: buffalo stuff and steak and dirt sundaes
>>Favorite chip: uhmmm...bbq or sour cream and onion?
>>Favorite size Ziploc bag: are you kidding me? Sandwich size
>>Favorite club: Laurel Highlands Futbol Club -- how do you like that?
>>Favorite car: uhm..a silver Lexus -- hah Regina George has that car.
>>Favorite book: uhm...theres a lot.. I'll go with This Lullaby or Twilight
>>Favorite series: Harryyyyy 'my second god' Potter <3 or Blue is for Nightmares series
>>Last time you went to the movies: uhmmm..to see..Stick it? no..some movie with Kel and Kat. I don't remember what it was.
>>Who did you go with: Kel and Kat
>>What movie did you see: no idea
>>Last type of sandwich you had: uhm, grilled cheese?
>>Favorite flavor ice cream: dirt sundaes, vanilla, phish food, mint choco chip, cookie dough. whatever
>>Favorite fast food: ARBY'S!
>>Favorite restaurant: Olive Garden or Damon's Steak House
>>Favorite type of book: mystery/scary/action/romance
>>Favorite type of movie: scary
>>Favorite type of music: whatever .. just not country .. stop whininggggg
>>Favorite day of the year: Valentine's Day
..::Yes/No’s::..
>>Cellphone: no i'm deprived..soon though
>>Ipod: yes
>>CD player: yeah but I broke it..again..
>>Computer: no, im doing this all telepathically with my mind
>>aim sn: yeah
>>yahoo sn: yeah but its an email
>>email address: well there you have it
>>Been to a camp: yup -- soccer camp
>>Been in love: mmhmmm..isnt that sweeeeet?
>>Had someone have a crush on you: yeahhhhh i guess
>>Had a crush on someone: yeaaaahhhhh
>>Had a crush on someone the same sex: oh yeah all the time? no
>>Are you country: am i country? did i not just go over my loathing for country?
>>Are you a Yankee: unfortunately
>>Sew: actually..when chloe and i were little we used to make our own barbie outfits! and then chop off all their hair..and do their make up with gel pens HAHA<3
>>Dance: i used to dance.
>>Sing: used to sing.
>>Are you a follower: nahh..LEADER!
>>Do you pick on people: dude yeah..like everyday
>>Are you picked on: every now and then someone gets me good
>>Are you a reject: haha i like to think so
>>Are you a prep: somedays
>>Are you popular: noooo
>>Are you in a relationship: nah
>>If so who’s the lucky guy/girl: shut up
>>Do you have any pets: noppeee
>>What kinds of pets: nooooooooooo pets!
..::Normal::..
>>Favorite random word: fuck
>>Favorite random saying: 'that's cute' or 'you like it'
>>Favorite song: Chasing Cars
>>Last song you played: Goodbyes - Jamisonparker
>>Last thing you said: i laughed
>>Last song you listened to: doesn't that count as played? Goodbyes
>>Last thing you touched: keyboard
>>Last time you brushed your hair: my hair is always in a ponytail
>>Last time you used a stapler: stapling my independent study project together?
>>Last time you used a telephone: yesterday prob.
>>Last time you used the paint program: no idea
>>Last time you ate a hotdog: I don't eat hotdogs. Pigs brains/intestines ground up. Doesn't that sound scrumptious?
>>What was on this hotdog: I refuse to look at them.
>>Last time you saw a snake: fuck if i know
>>Last time you took a questionnaire thingy like this: no idea..couple months im assuming
>>Last time you updated your web log: what the fuck is a web log? if its livejournal ;; yesterday
>>Last time you had chocolate: dunno
>>Last time you ran around somebody’s house: yesterday maybe
>>Last time you were on the computer: geee I don't know..
>>Last time you ran around a track: a few weeks ago
>>Last time you used a smiley face: today
>>Last time you realized you really hated someone: uhm im always hating someone..but yesterday
>>Last time you wrote anything down: yesterday
>>Last time you gave somebody the puppy-dog pout: dunno
>>How much water you have drunk today: a bottle and a glass .. and it should be DRANK
>>Last time you ate a cookie: who knows
>>Last time you had someone over: i dont know
>>Last time you saw Finding Nemo: maybe like 4 years ago? or how ever long ago it came out
>>Last time you looked at a magazine: a few weeks ago?
>>Last time you hit someone with a pillow: i have no idea
>>Are you glad that this is almost over: it is? sweeeet
>>Last time you went to school: thursday
>>Last time you were out of school: thursday
>>Ok, last question, how many pairs of underwear do you have?: well since I count them and make sure I have exactly however many I have JUST to make sure no one is stealing them..? wtf..
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| At 5 AM it all comes pouring out ; Love |
[11 Jun 2006|10:51am] |
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So yesterday was quite entertaining. Hm, you probably can't sense my sarcasm within that sentence. But trust me, it's INDEED present. You'll come to find that I use a lot of sarcasm when I write; talk; hell, I just live sarcasm. I guess you can call me cynical. Yeah, actually you can call me cynical. But whatever, I don't really care. Things piss me off. People piss me off. Life pisses me off. I have a reason to be cynical.
Regardless of all that; back to my day that lacked of entertainment. First off I had to get up at 9 freakin' 30 for my AYSO game. Yeah, we're the BLUE SMURFS! It was pretty much a joke show because the teams only have enough for 7 v. 7 games, but we combined teams yesterday; yeah we played an 8 v. 8. Thank you everyone for showing up! But whatever, I had an assist. So now AYSO goal count = 3 goals and 1 assist.
Also, a few of my comrades and myself formed a new clan. It's called the KJ clan. I refuse to mention names so, I can't enlighten you upon all the KJ Clan's juicy details but I'll just let you know that it is INDEED juicy. It's actually called OPERATION KJ and we even have rivals; the ANTI KJ. The OPERATION will be put into motion shortly. We need to recruit several more members and make our bracelettes and we'll be set. (HAHAHAHAHA)!
Besides all that, I went to my friend's house yesterday for a little while. I made us pudding and then we went to Out Of His Mind's dance recital; even though she didn't dance. All in all, I thought the performance went extremely well. My padre and I were talking in the car and he said he wished him and my madre would have taken me there to dance. They said I was an excellent dancer and that they wished I would have kept with it. Hah, another reason why I hate soccer.
Then to close my night I played a little bit of soccer in the driveway and star gazed. It was a very clear night last night, with a full moon. It was gorgeous. Hah, I even got a few pictures but they didn't turn out that amazing AT ALL! I bid you farewell, though. I have a soccer game today vs. Township!
<3 Al
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| She isn't real. |
[09 Jun 2006|11:26pm] |
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The fact that I actually got another one of these things seems remotely suprising to me. Honestly, I don't remember the last time I wrote in one of these things. Why I got another one? Couldn't tell you. Actually, I lied. I think the cute little avatars with the sayings are, like I said, cute. Though, these things are kind of stupid, don't you think? Like who in the fuck am I talking to when I type this shit? Clearly, no one.
Oh, I though of another reason for getting one of these gayass livejournals. I like taking the stupid little surveys that come along with it. You know, with all the random questions about yourself and life and good shit and bad shit. Stuff you write because you know no one is going to see or because you hope someone might see it. Yeah, those are always entertaining. I used to take those things and put them on this bitch all the time. Back when I was naive.
But quite the contrary now. No one is going to see this; this is for my own sanity. To keep me in my own personal state of mind, if you will. I'll most likely vent, bitch, act like a complete ass and babble on incessantly about pointless and irrelevant things. It doesn't matter though, like I stated, no one is going to see this. When I'm older, I'm going to log onto this (if I remember) and look back at what a dick I was. And how I always used big words to make myself sound more intelligent.
Though here's a little secret; I am really intelligent. That's probably why I sound like such an asshole. Baha I'm bidding you farewell now, though. Soccer game ; bright and early. Night.
<3Al
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